Nobody's #1

Seems like there's a lot of trouble going down the last couple days, and I'm a bit overwhelmed by it all.

A lot of it has to do with things going on at church. Things that remind me of why I am turned off by organized religion. Things that make me question why I would even want to be a part of that type of work. Things that hurt my family. Things that aren't easily solved. Things that make me wonder if the next few weeks and months for church could be really bad.

And, I'm getting a greater sense that Changes Come....for me. I don't have a clue right now what it is. I thought it might be ministry-related. Now, I'm seriously doubting that. But, I still get the feeling that something is about to change in my life--drastically. I'm not even worried about it; I just wish it would happen, or be clear as to what it is. And, I pray it doesn't hurt my family and friends. (or me, actually, but ya know I'm less worried about me...)

Seems like a lot of "plans" I had in my head are either falling apart or dangling by a thread. Seems like I'm discontent and maybe just a little depressed about it.

So, yeah. Trouble.

...in the meantime...
Shout out! to The Lost Dogs....Terry Scott Taylor, Mike Roe, Derri Daugherty, and Steve Hindalong. You guys rocked last night, and provided a nice get-away from the "trouble."